"You Probabaly Won't Hear This"

It's like every woman I meet: Two seconds on the street
She can show me a piece
Of her heart, I can never receive
Not due to lack of greed
Just a piece of shit to the third degree
Impossible to take pride with the guilt
Regretful we destroyed what we built
To be your comfort zone when you're all alone
I guess that's why I can't be on my own
Or with these other women
Something I'm missin
Go to bed every night, hoping and wishing
A way to be different
But not sure what that is, to be honest
Need to take a break, roll up that ill chronic
To take the stress away from the day to day monotony
That leads me astray off the beaten path and into my psyche
Where no one can judge me
And tell me they don't like me, an asshole
Who does speak politely but don't take it lightly
Gotta do the right thing, so don't fight me

If it's worth the world, better hold on
If you don't have the strength, better move on
If you feel like I feel, fight to the last breath
What we are is real

'But what is right if I'm not myself?'
Truer words have never been felt
Even now as I speak, got a freak of the week
Says all types of things while I'm smashing them cheeks
'Ooo take it how you want it, this pussy is yours'
Hair pulling, back scratching, leave her begging for more
Plant a kiss and smack her ass as she walks out the door
Real player shit
Guess back to the old me: Always thinking of you
And it eludes me of the fact I can never let it go
Just drift down the river until I oppose
The current state of events
To compliment, once again, what I know we still have
I saw way back then
And the only way to repent is with my pen and a sin
Leting go isn't 'hand on a rope'
It's 'cuffs without keys' as I try to elope
Pandora's box, closed on hope

If it's worth the world, better hold on
If you don't have the strength, better move on
If you feel like I feel, fight to the last breath
What we got is real

A thousand mile journey begins with a step
I fall so long and haven't reached it yet
(I fall so long and haven't reached you yet)
The one thing I can never accept
Won't stop till I have you swept off your feet
Like I did when we first met
I hurt you too much, so why bother?
Family and friends didn't know I was ready to be a father
Never got to show them all the places we hung out
Take them on adventures just to learn about
The world and all of it's beauty
To protect them with my life, man
What an honor and duty to show them how to love
If our own folks couldn't
'Horrible parents' you say
Man, I know we wouldn't
It's funny how things change so quick
You and your love is what I truly miss
This isn't meant as a diss, but
You probably won't even hear this
Probably won't even hear this

If it's worth the world, better hold on
If you don't have the strength, better move on
If you feel like I feel, fight to the last breath
What we got is real